Cosmic Charlie How Do You Do

Day 3… A parent.

Dear mother,

     Sorry for being such an inconvenience to your life. I’m sorry that I can’t be as smart and responsible as your oldest daughter. I’m sorry that we got in so many fights. I wish we kept our close bond, you really were like my best friend. I told you everything. I wish you were a big part of my life still. When I come over and visit you and all the little ones, i wish you acted like you missed me. I wish when i walked in the door you said hello and asked me how i was doing. I wish you could forgive me for getting my nose pierced. It made me sad when you told my therapist you would never be able to forgive me. When i was at my lowest point, i wish you helped instead of sending me to the therapist making me feel like i was a lost cause. I know you are starting to joke around with me now… but i wish it was back to the way we were before.. Best friends. I’m sorry i’m so dissapointing.

                                                           To my mom.