1. Keep a journal where you record all your different thoughts, feelings and ideas. Look for patterns and consistency – ideas that grab you and get stronger over time.
2. Explore new passions, interests and hobbies. Some of those will stick and intensify; others will slowly fade and disappear.
“Love is blinding but the time is never right, who am i to beg for difference finding live in just an instance, but i don’t mind. Oh love…at least i tried”
-Jason Mraz
Sometimes when you wake up, you fall and die. And sometimes you fall and begin to fly…so which one is happening to me? I have woke up and felt dead internally, but from my exterior many people haven’t a clue. I have also woke up and began to fly knowing that yesterday has past and only today is the focus, but when you think you’re soaring to greater heights something blindly side swipes you and breaks your elevation. Which leaves you back on the soil and ground with everyone else just living but dont feel alive. Walking around with a group of tin-men and zombies. I am unable to stay on the ground because that’s not where I belong because i feel. Elevation is where I am at home with the like-minded and conscious. I just want to fly.
I am unable to be clear verbally when emotionally I am not being seen for doing the right thing. I am cluttered by my thoughts and various pressures coming from different directions which cause the being to be operational. As much as one attempts to focus on the good in this world, the negative energy jumps the line to prove how big and bold it is and how it has cause to exist. But what’s the reason for it’s existence when all it does is erupt into the mind and spread like a virus. How hard is it to enjoy life and live your best life you can?
I unable to mask myself with joy and happiness when I am in a grey place in order to appease society. Everyone has their own right to do so and I’m sure that if more beings said how they feel good or bad then things would be less complicated.
The truth indeed